The Beginning of A New Chapter In My Life

I have been abandon this blog for ... I do know, maybe 3 months...

Eventually have the time to update it. I have been working very hard

over the past 3 months. Battling to meet the due date of tenders, setting

up new goals to be achieved, trying pretty hard to fit in among my

colleagues, all this and that is all to cope up with my new living style and

the bottom line is that 'WORKING SUCKS!!!'

I have been quite emotional over the past few weeks...

Sorry to those who are worried about me and

I promise to treat myself better.

It's been really hard for me over these past few weeks. I find it difficult to

love my life now. Though I have plenty of complaints back then

during my student life, this is very much different.

Every now and then I wish that time will reverse, reverse back to

the time when I was still studying in Sibu...

I will love my life...

I hope...

But I doubted it...

Is there anyone who can give me a time machine as a gift? I really hope to own one myself...

Day 3 @ Kuching

My mum and I took the bus from Bintulu on the 28th of May
2009 to Kuching. The bus was supposed to arrive at 11.30 pm
that night but it delayed. It's already 12.30 am when
the bus arrived. We reached Kuching sometime
around 11am. At first our intention of coming
to Kuching was to pay my bros a little visit
and will go back to Bintulu on the 2nd
of June but since mummy got a job invitation
here at Kuching, she has to stay here and I will stay
here at Kuching too. And now thing is changing again...
I am going back on the 1st of June to have an interview.
It's really exhausting. But what to do?
I need a job. If the company accepts me, I will be
separating with my mother. This is the very first time
I go back home not seeing my mum. I feel heavy. I really
hate to separate with her. I don't want to separate with my mum.
I want to take care of her, I want to stay with her forever...
Why can't life be much easier?Neither do I want to separate with you...

Wish me luck, guys!!!

Packing!!!

I will be going home on this coming Saturday, on the 16th.

Have to pack all my things and I am really worried that
my luggages will over weight.Have to pay RM15 per
kg of over weight!!! Will be home in no time...
Having a mixed feeling of excitement,
emptiness, relief... And we will be
separating once again ...
This time the time
frame is
unpredictable...
Experiencing and have to live with LDR once again...
It feels like yesterday since we first met...

I will be missing you heaps!!!

Boring Life Part 2

I decided to have pancakes for breakfast this morning.

And due to boredom, I took a few pictures of the
process of making pancakes...

This is the pancake mixture (ready-mix one).
All I have to do is to mix the powder with
adequate amount of water

This is how the pancakes look like before it's not cooked.

They are almost done. (Though they're a bit burnt).

Though the look is not very selling, they tasted just ok...

P/S: Happy Mother's Day to ALL...

I smell HOLIDAY

I am officially on holiday now...
But I still have to do my dissertation...
A topic is to be chosen first...
A proposal is to be submitted and approved...
Only then I can start with my dissertation...
I am still in study mode...
Never thought that time will be passing by in such speed...
Need to look up for job...
Employment in this economic downturn period is almost
impossible...
But do I have a choice?I have to decide where to work...
It's very irritating, annoying, troublesome, confusing, sick...
Whatsoever you want to name it...


Growing up is life of fading colours accompanied with lonesome

Exam Fever

Have been pretty busy later...

Just finished one paper yesterday...
And now preparing for the other one...
One more paper to go then I will have to start
with my dissertation...
Just moved out last few
days...Now staying at a
friend's place...I like it here...
Though I have to sleep in the living room...
I just like it here...The people are nice,
the kitchen is clean...
And most importantly,
I don't have to face
those stupid kids...
I don't need anyone to tell me what to do so just get the heck out off my sight !!!

My Housemate

Let me introduce to you my housemate...

This morning when I entered into the kitchen, I found this... As you can see clearly in the picture shown, the stove is flooded with water. I purposely put the picture to large size so that you can have a clearer view. How can you not be annoyed?! Hello, if you spilt the water all over the place sure you will wipe it with a cloth. This is how a normal person would act... But my housemate totally IGNORE it!!! For your information, I already cleaned the stove few days back, if not, this will not be the scene you see. What you will see is a stove covered with some dried rice, piece of hotdog, a layer of oil, few drops of dry soya sos and then plus today's water. Come on, I already cleaned the stove (let me remind you again, I am the only one who clean the stove in this house as my housemate and I, we are the only 2 who use the kitchen often), why don't you just clean up your own mess... I am pretty sure that you hands won't broke and it won't hurt!!! This is not the first d*mn thing she did that annoyed me... I am faded up with her and her roommate and the friend... Because they are the source of noise pollution in this house!!! She speaks turkish (short form of turkey english) loudly everyday with the mother. I can't understand what she is trying to say...I don't mean to eavesdrop their conversation, the fact is that I can still hear her with my door shut!!! For God's sake, please lower down you volume, you don't need peace, somebody else need!!! Despite of taking up all the spaces at the balcony for hanging out clothes and the spaces to put shoes and the spaces in the kitchen and the spaces in the fridge... ... I promise you there are more to come... Just stay tune... And thanks heaps for your precious time and attention to read this sh*t about my houesemate... I am being polite not to call them b*tches.......

Here are a couple of pictures of my flooded stove... Enjoy!!!

P/S: I HATE MY HOUSEMATES THAT LIVE NEXT DOOR!!! MY ADVICE TO HER IS TO IMPORVE THE ENGLISH PLEASE, I AM NOT BLUFFING, EVEN PRIMARY SCHOOL KIDS HAVE BETTER ENGLISH PRONUNCIATION THAN SHE HAS!!! SERIOUSLY~~