Working Day

Guess what, I am at my office now...

I have been calculating earthwork and earthwork and more earthwork since the pass 2 weeks.

Earthwork sucks!!! I was piled with loads and loads of drawings and BQs and bill summary to be done. Today I am free and bored.

Vince is working in the same company with me now. I get to see him almost everyday during lunch break. I can't deny, I am happy to see him. Friends who see our relationship grow are happy for us too. Thank you so much.

No more long distance relationship for us temporary...

p/s: Frankly speaking, I need a break...

The Beginning of A New Chapter In My Life

I have been abandon this blog for ... I do know, maybe 3 months...

Eventually have the time to update it. I have been working very hard

over the past 3 months. Battling to meet the due date of tenders, setting

up new goals to be achieved, trying pretty hard to fit in among my

colleagues, all this and that is all to cope up with my new living style and

the bottom line is that 'WORKING SUCKS!!!'

I have been quite emotional over the past few weeks...

Sorry to those who are worried about me and

I promise to treat myself better.

It's been really hard for me over these past few weeks. I find it difficult to

love my life now. Though I have plenty of complaints back then

during my student life, this is very much different.

Every now and then I wish that time will reverse, reverse back to

the time when I was still studying in Sibu...

I will love my life...

I hope...

But I doubted it...

Is there anyone who can give me a time machine as a gift? I really hope to own one myself...

Day 3 @ Kuching

My mum and I took the bus from Bintulu on the 28th of May
2009 to Kuching. The bus was supposed to arrive at 11.30 pm
that night but it delayed. It's already 12.30 am when
the bus arrived. We reached Kuching sometime
around 11am. At first our intention of coming
to Kuching was to pay my bros a little visit
and will go back to Bintulu on the 2nd
of June but since mummy got a job invitation
here at Kuching, she has to stay here and I will stay
here at Kuching too. And now thing is changing again...
I am going back on the 1st of June to have an interview.
It's really exhausting. But what to do?
I need a job. If the company accepts me, I will be
separating with my mother. This is the very first time
I go back home not seeing my mum. I feel heavy. I really
hate to separate with her. I don't want to separate with my mum.
I want to take care of her, I want to stay with her forever...
Why can't life be much easier?Neither do I want to separate with you...

Wish me luck, guys!!!

Packing!!!

I will be going home on this coming Saturday, on the 16th.

Have to pack all my things and I am really worried that
my luggages will over weight.Have to pay RM15 per
kg of over weight!!! Will be home in no time...
Having a mixed feeling of excitement,
emptiness, relief... And we will be
separating once again ...
This time the time
frame is
unpredictable...
Experiencing and have to live with LDR once again...
It feels like yesterday since we first met...

I will be missing you heaps!!!

Boring Life Part 2

I decided to have pancakes for breakfast this morning.

And due to boredom, I took a few pictures of the
process of making pancakes...

This is the pancake mixture (ready-mix one).
All I have to do is to mix the powder with
adequate amount of water

This is how the pancakes look like before it's not cooked.

They are almost done. (Though they're a bit burnt).

Though the look is not very selling, they tasted just ok...

P/S: Happy Mother's Day to ALL...

I smell HOLIDAY

I am officially on holiday now...
But I still have to do my dissertation...
A topic is to be chosen first...
A proposal is to be submitted and approved...
Only then I can start with my dissertation...
I am still in study mode...
Never thought that time will be passing by in such speed...
Need to look up for job...
Employment in this economic downturn period is almost
impossible...
But do I have a choice?I have to decide where to work...
It's very irritating, annoying, troublesome, confusing, sick...
Whatsoever you want to name it...


Growing up is life of fading colours accompanied with lonesome

Exam Fever

Have been pretty busy later...

Just finished one paper yesterday...
And now preparing for the other one...
One more paper to go then I will have to start
with my dissertation...
Just moved out last few
days...Now staying at a
friend's place...I like it here...
Though I have to sleep in the living room...
I just like it here...The people are nice,
the kitchen is clean...
And most importantly,
I don't have to face
those stupid kids...
I don't need anyone to tell me what to do so just get the heck out off my sight !!!