When today becomes yesterday

Woke up at 6.45am this morning, hang up the clothes to dry, take a glass of milk, have an apple, take my morning shower, choose my outfit, tied up my hair, take a couple of look in the mirror and went off to work. On and off, day and night, this is my life.
Since the day I start to work, I have been thinking is this the life I have been wanting for. I am lost. I feel insured. I feel mistaken. 

June is Here

I have been a member of this construction firm for one year since this May 2010. I entered 4th of June 2009 and one whole year is gone. Achievement is not what I call. I should have pedal harder with all my might. Or I could have learn more. Thank you, Sir. Thank you for all the lessons you taught me. Something changed. Am I too afraid to accept the change or am I just not prepared? I doubt myself. I hope I won't disappoint you.
I told myself many times not to fall for what other people say. Because they might just add some seasonings to the original story. But I can't help to think about it over and over. The more I think, the more it hurts. I know this sounds stupid but I just can't help it. Grow up, girl! Face it! Welcome to the adult world of fantasy!
Why is it so difficult just to do your job and play your own role? Please don't enter into the territory where you are not suppose to step in.
I am truly upset and lost. Should I or should I not? Am I being too firm? I need to talk to someone, I really need to talk from A to Z out loud.

p/s: Please don't underestimate me and Never overestimate me...

Little Surprize You Gave Me

This little surprise really made my day... Thank you, dear.

p/s: everyone needs love.

Am I thinking too much?

i have always dream to build a comfy home of my own.

to have a small house designed by us.

but now this dream is not so pronounced.

reality is just too heavy to face.

most of the times your silence and the emptiness in your eyes are killing me.

deep inside my heart i feel like i can't hold on any longer.

i want to run away.

away from home, away from work, away from you.

you are confusing me.

but

i love you

does not seems so much

to you

Tired is not an Excuse

Attention!

Tender Closing Date:

1. 16th April 2010

2. 19th April 2010

3. 26th April 2010



I started my year 2010 without taking a good rest.
I am beginning to ask myself is this what I really want.
Though I am living my everyday to its fullness.
I have a confession to make.
I am hell TIRED!!!
If I could just put away my job now, I wish to go to have a spa.
I want to go shopping.
I want to shop without having to look at the price tag.
I am about to burst.



p/s: I am learning to love my life...

Our Night Out

Did went out with Vince alone for quite sometime already... Miss those days... Meeting him has always been a miracle in my life... He is my happiness, now and for-ever... Thank you, Vince.

Pressure!!!

Tender Closing Date:

1. 7th of April
2. 14th of April
3. Examination on the 29th of April

I only have a week to finish off each of the tender. Coming up with some more small additional variation works to be remeasure and re-calculate. I am piled with works. I am working and working and only working for this month. I am about to burst! I am overloaded! I am really exhausted! I need rest! I want to yell...


Day 1


Day 2

and I don't have any more time for photo taking after Day 2.