today is the 1st day i start to write on this page... i m fine today, it's raining outside... i told vince last night tat i ll write a blog with tis title... actually tis is nt the first day without his companion, it has been almost a year... we are far apart n i miss him deeply everyday... he told me he ll be coming here to study next year n i m very pleased to hear tat as we can be together finally... but... there's always but... last few months i got to know tat maybe there ll not be january intake for honours degree n tat means tat we have to be apart again... i can't continue my honours degree january next year n i have to wait until september next year then we ll be separate for another year... i m tired of being apart with him but i have no choice... who don't wish to be with their loved ones forever but vince told me there's no such thing called 'eternity'... 'eternity' is not true, 'eternity' is a lie, 'eternity' is not meant to be... he said someday he ll leave me to a far away place like my Grandmother... however he also told me tat 'eternity' is a place where 2 couple who truly love each other may reached... i hope we can reach 'eternity'
