Exam Fever

Have been pretty busy later...

Just finished one paper yesterday...
And now preparing for the other one...
One more paper to go then I will have to start
with my dissertation...
Just moved out last few
days...Now staying at a
friend's place...I like it here...
Though I have to sleep in the living room...
I just like it here...The people are nice,
the kitchen is clean...
And most importantly,
I don't have to face
those stupid kids...
I don't need anyone to tell me what to do so just get the heck out off my sight !!!

My Housemate

Let me introduce to you my housemate...

This morning when I entered into the kitchen, I found this... As you can see clearly in the picture shown, the stove is flooded with water. I purposely put the picture to large size so that you can have a clearer view. How can you not be annoyed?! Hello, if you spilt the water all over the place sure you will wipe it with a cloth. This is how a normal person would act... But my housemate totally IGNORE it!!! For your information, I already cleaned the stove few days back, if not, this will not be the scene you see. What you will see is a stove covered with some dried rice, piece of hotdog, a layer of oil, few drops of dry soya sos and then plus today's water. Come on, I already cleaned the stove (let me remind you again, I am the only one who clean the stove in this house as my housemate and I, we are the only 2 who use the kitchen often), why don't you just clean up your own mess... I am pretty sure that you hands won't broke and it won't hurt!!! This is not the first d*mn thing she did that annoyed me... I am faded up with her and her roommate and the friend... Because they are the source of noise pollution in this house!!! She speaks turkish (short form of turkey english) loudly everyday with the mother. I can't understand what she is trying to say...I don't mean to eavesdrop their conversation, the fact is that I can still hear her with my door shut!!! For God's sake, please lower down you volume, you don't need peace, somebody else need!!! Despite of taking up all the spaces at the balcony for hanging out clothes and the spaces to put shoes and the spaces in the kitchen and the spaces in the fridge... ... I promise you there are more to come... Just stay tune... And thanks heaps for your precious time and attention to read this sh*t about my houesemate... I am being polite not to call them b*tches.......

Here are a couple of pictures of my flooded stove... Enjoy!!!

P/S: I HATE MY HOUSEMATES THAT LIVE NEXT DOOR!!! MY ADVICE TO HER IS TO IMPORVE THE ENGLISH PLEASE, I AM NOT BLUFFING, EVEN PRIMARY SCHOOL KIDS HAVE BETTER ENGLISH PRONUNCIATION THAN SHE HAS!!! SERIOUSLY~~

Emotional

Sometimes these graphics... They speak... for you...

Buddy UpClose 2

He has always been so adorable, how can one not love him???
I truly heart him...

Misery

I feel

Messed up

Unpampered

Uncertainty

Worried

Lonesome

Laziness

Lost

Harassed

Pain

Irritated

I am exhausted... Because no one seems to appreciate...

Despressed

Everything is so wrong. Everything is so misplaced. Nothing makes any sense now. Why do I need to go through these? My mind is now blank. My heart is melting. My life is a mess right now. I am about to crumble. I tried to cry but my eyes are dry. I have no idea how long I can undertake these. I want to get out of my life. But there is nowhere to hide. I feel like I don't belong here. There is no place for me here. I am still not ready for these. I am a coward, I admit. I am afraid to face it.

Please let me walk through these with courage