Hope

I wish things could go back to what it was...

p/s: moving forward

Monday Blue

A friend told me, if people start to envy you, means that you are successful in your work field. They are envy of your talent and your ability which they do not possess themselves. How true is that, I really have no idea. Conflict happens between people. I am not good in dealing with these kind of conflicts. How many people can stick to their own opinion, listen to their own heart and follow their own desire in every circumstances without influence by others? I can't. It's very difficult for me to make a choice for I am definitely not a good decision maker. I really don't like the working environment here now. Things and people are different from the time when I first join the company. Somehow, I can feel that some incident occurs because of me. If I didn't join the company then, people here may be happier than they are now. My existence seems to become a threat for some people in the organization. I tried to avoid this kind of thinking but everything happens for a reason and so to speak, 'I' am the reason behind. I am pretty sure that it's about time for me to change a new working environment. Almost every discontented event occurs because of me indirectly. I choose to leave this organization for good. I choose to leave is not because of anyone. I did it because I think it's time to let go.

p/s: discovering the different me

I want a break

Can I please have a break tomorrow?

p/s: no pain no gain

13.11.2011

Saw this from a page in facebook and think this quote is a great

console for those who is still waiting for the right one to pick

on to his/ her ride to eternity ...

p/s: It's actually a great comfort for myself

Fun having Her around

This is an 'art piece' created by my mother and I in a wedding reception of my cousin. We are just too boring. It's fun having her around. I love her and miss her heaps.

p/s: I love you, Mummy.

1 Nov 2011

It's a birthday surprise from my brother and his gf.
My brother left this pinky hanging at my door.
Only did I notice it after I took my shower.
Thank you very much guys.
Though it's been the worst birthday ever......
Ignore the 'worst' part because there are always
the good part awaiting.
Texts from friends, blessings on facebook, greetings
from colleagues, phone calls from mother and friends,
birthday song from father, brother and Vince.

The question is still bothering me... should I leave this company or should I stay... There are enough reasons for me to leave but still there are reasons for me to stay. Argh....... I am confused.