Day 3 @ Kuching

My mum and I took the bus from Bintulu on the 28th of May
2009 to Kuching. The bus was supposed to arrive at 11.30 pm
that night but it delayed. It's already 12.30 am when
the bus arrived. We reached Kuching sometime
around 11am. At first our intention of coming
to Kuching was to pay my bros a little visit
and will go back to Bintulu on the 2nd
of June but since mummy got a job invitation
here at Kuching, she has to stay here and I will stay
here at Kuching too. And now thing is changing again...
I am going back on the 1st of June to have an interview.
It's really exhausting. But what to do?
I need a job. If the company accepts me, I will be
separating with my mother. This is the very first time
I go back home not seeing my mum. I feel heavy. I really
hate to separate with her. I don't want to separate with my mum.
I want to take care of her, I want to stay with her forever...
Why can't life be much easier?Neither do I want to separate with you...

Wish me luck, guys!!!

Packing!!!

I will be going home on this coming Saturday, on the 16th.

Have to pack all my things and I am really worried that
my luggages will over weight.Have to pay RM15 per
kg of over weight!!! Will be home in no time...
Having a mixed feeling of excitement,
emptiness, relief... And we will be
separating once again ...
This time the time
frame is
unpredictable...
Experiencing and have to live with LDR once again...
It feels like yesterday since we first met...

I will be missing you heaps!!!

Boring Life Part 2

I decided to have pancakes for breakfast this morning.

And due to boredom, I took a few pictures of the
process of making pancakes...

This is the pancake mixture (ready-mix one).
All I have to do is to mix the powder with
adequate amount of water

This is how the pancakes look like before it's not cooked.

They are almost done. (Though they're a bit burnt).

Though the look is not very selling, they tasted just ok...

P/S: Happy Mother's Day to ALL...

I smell HOLIDAY

I am officially on holiday now...
But I still have to do my dissertation...
A topic is to be chosen first...
A proposal is to be submitted and approved...
Only then I can start with my dissertation...
I am still in study mode...
Never thought that time will be passing by in such speed...
Need to look up for job...
Employment in this economic downturn period is almost
impossible...
But do I have a choice?I have to decide where to work...
It's very irritating, annoying, troublesome, confusing, sick...
Whatsoever you want to name it...


Growing up is life of fading colours accompanied with lonesome