A day-out

It's pretty amazing how we can stay together with each other for six long years.

I have been really worried that our relationship won't work out.

Now it just prove that I have been thinking too much.

We grow through time, both of us.

Less time are spent together since we are working. I heard from someone saying that

love is poor without memories. Life is not the same since we are working.

Topics of discussion are mostly about work. I know I can't possibly 

live without him. 

Went to submit a tender on this particular day and met his family. Went shopping 

for a while, that photo is taken while he is driving. We are on our way to submit

the tender. The mango ice-cream is really nice. The day before this I finished off

work at 1:30 a.m. and continued my day in the office at 6.30 a.m. Though I was

pretty wiped out, I still love my day.

p/s: Thank you for loving me for who I am...

A Day to Memorize

This is how my table looks like last week. It's been like this for almost a month. There's been a war. I am really about to exceed my maximum last week. Working late everyday from monday to sunday. Who can possibly stand that? I will never forget this month. A lot had happened. It's been craft deep to my memory. This is an important lesson in my life. Thank you for giving me this opportunity to try out. 

p/s: "Hard work keeps the wrinkles out of your face and mind"

The Office

This is the d*mn place where i spend my 8 hours from Monday to Saturday. I purposely edit it to be in black and white. Because this is how i feel about it. It would be colourful someday in the future, I suppose. I have been feeling oddly depressed recently. I can't explain the feeling. I suppose many people around me have had this kind of confusion. Thinking that it's meaningless working day and night, struggling to finish off the works, staying up late in countless nights, at the end of the day all u get is exhaustion. This place was my dream but it turns to be my nightmare.



p/s: Good Luck to all Workaholics, Cheers ~

Happy 2011

Sitting in the office, feeling very confused.  Perhaps I don’t belong here.  Isn’t this my home? This question has been playing inside my head over and over.  Perhaps I shouldn’t have come here at the first place.  Throughout the year, I learnt that it’s difficult to please every single person around you. And you get to live with your mistakes. And no matter how hard you strike to get through, you will end at the same spot.  

My job seems to be the only obsession that I can find my satisfaction in. I don’t mind having tones and tones of work load. I can stay in the office all day long just to keep myself busy. I realized that nothing can be perfect. Maybe I should just find sometimes for myself. Be alone, stay empty-minded, relax, relocate my thoughts, reschedule my plans, reset my goals for this year, find myself some entertainment and find myself a hobby perhaps. Could it be that I haven’t been honest enough to myself. Or could it be that I have been too aggressive. Have been trying so hard to stick as close to my principle as possible. And this seems to be a mission impossible. 

I have summarized a wishlist to myself.

First of all, to get a really good camera.

Secondly, plan for a trip to KK. (Have been dreaming about this day and night)

Third, to upgrade myself more and hopefully to complete my dissertation.

4th, to have my bank account loaded.

No. 5, to buy an elegant necklace for my mother. 

Make it just 5 for now.

p/s: To love crazily while you still can ... 

Love is Fragile

There is time when I doubted your love and there is time when I doubted my love towards you...
There is time when I doubted love itself...
Is it true that we are just too afraid to get into a new relationship that we choose to stuck with each other?
I want to believe that there is only me that you are thinking about...
But how far is that true?
How can you be sure that there is nobody except  me?
If you love me deeply now, can you make sure to love deeper or still keep the warmth next year and the year after next and so and so?
I am afraid... I don't know how to react to love...
Things change, people change, the world is changing everyday, how can you be so sure that your love towards me is never-changing?

2069 Days

We have been through 2069 days. We changed. We grow.
Thank you for the patience, the understanding, the love and lots of tolerance. Thank you.










p/s: Let love lead the way.

Happy Birthday to ME

November the 1st.

It's been 24 years when I first realized that I have been waiting for the surprise in my life.

Life has been tough. 

I should pampered myself once in a while.

I am craving my life path for what I think is right. 

When there's a need to change, changes should be made.

For better or for worse, let you be the one to decide. 

I love, I hate, I laugh, I cry, I fight, I run, I enjoy, I suffer,

I am just being me.

p/s: Happy Birthday to me...