Without Vince's Companion Day 202

It's less than 2 weeks' time for me to prepare for a brand new life... a life that i've been longed for since these few months, i hope... there's not much to do actually... it's just that i haven't have this kind of feeling for a pretty long time and it suddenly come back and i am a bit lost... Going back to the polluted city again to chase my dream... same old brand new environment and people... I am a bit nervous but i will get myself together, i hope... My parents say i should have choose other course to study instead of what i am doing right now, they say i should have choose another school instead of this where i am about to step my feet in, they say i should have find other place to stay instead of where i am about to stay... A lot of 'should have' but I told them not to worry about their daughter because she can make through these... She always does... so just sit back and relax...

I choose to smile when grey clouds are gathering above my head because i truly believe that there'll always be a silver lining behind those grey clouds...

Without Vince's Companion Day 198

My family has green fingers...


Dad's flower(he's pretty proud of this)

Green vege by my mum

Mum's fruit

Orchid by my mum

mint plant by my mum


My mum's herb

This is what my parents do during weekends... Everybody's good at something, they are good at these... My parents will spend the whole afternoon in their little garden without feeling tired... They come back only when they feel hungry... These are my parents... I love them more than anything in this earth...

Cherish

Many times I wished that I am away from where I was...

I wished to disminish with the wind...

I wished to sleep and never get up because getting up means to face

the cruety of life that no one can hide away from...

No matter how hard I try not to think, the very image kept appearing inside my

head and I have no effort to fight it off...

I have grown from these few days' incident, we have grown...

the pain is unbearable...

we all learnt to cherish the people around us from that day onwards...

not that we don't appreciate them before this but is that we have no concern about the things going around us everyday...

Memories can never be erased by nobody, no matter how and when...

They will live on in the bottom of our hearts forever...

Say whatever u wanna say now, do whatever u wanna do now because

tomorrow maybe one day late...

Without Vince's Companion Day 186

I am sitting inside the office feeling exhausted while the cold and rainy spell occurs outside the office window... I am feeling desparate of going to kl right now and this is the only thought spinning round and round inside my head... I cannot quite concentrate on my work which is a bad sign but who cares... as long as i get my work done, and that's what really matters... sound irresponsible but trust me when u are in the position I am right now, u will do the same... /Sigh...

Miss my study so much... Miss my best friends (though we seldom gather due to the separation) ... Miss my bf... Lots to miss but now I miss my bed... I want to sleep right now... I want to walk out of this office and go home to sleep... But i still have plenty of chores to be accomplished...

/Sigh... Lunch break is over... Have to get back to work... Good day everybody =)

Without Vince's Companion Day 182

I am a blessed person... I am always surrounded by lovely people... I have a great family, wonderful friends, adorable bf, a warming home to stay, friendly colleagues...

There's always someone to hear me out when I want to speak, there's always someone there for me when I want to cry ny heart out, there's always someone to lend me a hand when I can't get things done by myself, there's always someone there to comfort me when I need it, there's always someone there to catch me when I'm about to collapse, there's always someone there to keep me going, there are always someone there to let me know that they care...

I am so blessed and I am sincerely grateful for those who are there for me for all these times...

Thank you ...